Anyway, some random pictures...
Hubby being blinded eating dinner in the wood.
Very dark Lewis and mama
Lewis' pumpkin.
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
Back again
Sorry, I haven't posted in ages. I have been very neglectful of my blog of late! It's just that I have been feeling really down and I have no energy nor inclination to do a great deal, although I must admit I am feeling a heap better than I did a week or two ago. I think it has been the combination of lack of sleep, not taking my agnus castus, starflower oil etc for the past month or so, and the full moon. At it's best I feel bored, uninterested in anything, worthless and restless. At it's worst I feel like the black cloud is slowly creeping back over me, I cry at nothing, I pick fights with Richard, I let Lewis run riot, ridiculous thoughts fill my head, I worry over absloutely pointless things...I really sound mad don't I?!! So action had to be taken. I started my herbal bits and bobs again, I have walked miles and miles every day with Lewis, I am trying to get some sort of routine back in our lives, and I am downing white chestnut for the arguments I have with myself. If anyone knows any other bach remedies/herbal remedies to help, let me know!!! I hate when I feel like this, although I think it's a combination of stressing over my family, not finding any HEers anywhere near us, severe self doubt, and a severe lack of self esteem. Yes, still that old one, at the age of nearly 30. Wouldn't you think I would be over that by now eh?!
Anyway, some random pictures...
Anyway, some random pictures...
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sending you love x know how you feel remember that you are only human and that its not wrong to feel down xxxi have resigned to myself when im like this now, have given up fighting it , i say to myself"so it's one of those days is it ?, oh well xxx
ReplyDeleteYou sound like you are giving yourself way too hard a time. Look back through your blog and remind yourself of all the wonderful things you have been up to and what resilience and strength you have. I am with you on the black cloud topic, water helps, flushing out toxins both physical and mental. These dark days will pass, on the family front, expect nothing then you won't be disapointed, this is how I deal with it. Sometimes its best to just ride the wave and wait for the sun to come out - it always does xx
ReplyDeleteJust sending a big hug and letting you know your not alone xxxx
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